my first relationship was totally overly romantic my second was horribly aromatic and the third was a weird unhealthy combination of the two id like something normal at this point please
seriously though what if someone felt about me even kind of romantically
its been exactly 800 years since anyone cared about me and is getting to me
i don’t know i feel like i have nothing to offer any of my friends let alone a partner
i feel like my local friends are getting bored of me i feel like i don’t talk to anyone anymore i just joke and make small talk these are totally my issues and i have the power to fix them but it’s so difficult and i don’t know how
wanting a girlfriend is so awful like i don’t want to want a girlfriend but I’m selfish and fuck this
i tried to word this a lot of different ways trying to not sound awful but all i keep coming with is that i would like a girlfriend uuuuuugh i hate it
all my housemates talk about is drugs and it’s completely insufferable
and i don’t have anything against drugs
but they’re so fucking boring
O K A Y tomlomcon stuff.
i tththink. we’re gonna meet up at hyde park corner at around 12ish unless anyone has any objections.
that was we can hang out in hyde park or if it’s too cold (which i think it might be) we can find a cafe and get food and coffee/play story war.
i did want to go to this cafe (http://www.yelp.co.uk/biz/scootercaff%C3%A8-london-3) but apparently it’s real small and isnt suited to a group of our size but it might be nice to check out still??? idk its up to everyone when we get there.
basicaly if anyone fancies doing anything or going anywhere while we’re in london we can totally do that because there’s no solid plans apart from the meeting time.
also if you read this and you’re coming could you like it just so i know who’s seen it!!
thank u and i cannot wait to hang out with everyone it’s been 8 million years since ive seen eveyrone!!!!
tonight i told the person i am Very Into that i am Very Into them and they dont feel the same way and that’s what I was expecting so im glad its off my chest but im also sorta bummed out I guess I gotta get over a thing
im coming to terms with the fact that i really like someone who will never feel the same way and i think this is one of the first times that’s happened because usually my relationships form naturally and then they just happen which in retrospect is probably a pretty bad way for something to start, because it feels like it should start, but anyway getting over a person you were never even with but will see regularly is gonna suck a lot i think